Sasha Sloan - Older (Lyric Video)

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09.11.2018
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Fresh Nutts
Anyone wanna see her and Alec Benjamin to write a song together and sing it? No? Yes? Maybe? Let me know ;DD
Imli Longs
This song is so beautiful and relates to me a lot. Had a rough childhood
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I'm literally having a mental breakdown while eating chocolate-
vance
when I'm listening this song, I found my soul hurts.
Matt Cruse
I was on spotify searching for a song and I saw a playlist named "sad songs" I clicked and found this song. I just couldnt stop listenning. That moment when you realized a song explained your whole life.
Fragile As Glass
She's going to be big in time <3
Windy W
Liked in 10 secs and cried all the way through
O _ O
I used to shut my door while my mother screamed in the kitchen
I'd turn the music up, get high and try not to listen
To every little fight, 'cause neither one was right
I swore I'd never be like them
But I was just a kid back then
The older I get the more that I see
My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me
And loving is hard, it don't always work
You just try your best not to get hurt
I used to be mad but now I know
Sometimes it's better to let someone go
It just hadn't hit me yet
The older I get
I used to wonder why, why they could never be happy
I used to close my eyes and pray for a whole 'nother family
Where everything was fine, one that felt like mine
I swore I'd never be like them
But I was just a kid back then
The older I get the more that I see
My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me
And loving is hard, it don't always work
You just try your best not to get hurt
I used to be mad but now I know
Sometimes it's better to let someone go
It just hadn't hit me yet
The older I get
The older I get the more that I see
My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me
And loving is hard, it don't always work
You just try your best not to get hurt
I used to be mad but now I know
Sometimes it's better to let someone go
It just hadn't hit me yet
The older I get
sadaf sheriffa
''"Sometimes its better to let someone go"
Always on my mind.
Jessica Zhang
Every time I hear this song, I cry. She really expresses emotion in her singing.
vipervip 22
"I swore I would never be like them."
"I used to wonder why, why they could never be happy"
"I used to close my eyes and pray for whole another family"
That hit home.
Ankita Gogoi
It's amazing how a song comes along and sums up the things for you...
cass
you wrote the words my heart can't say.
DanSama
Finally found a song that can sum up my life. Yeah, that's in the past. Now, I understand. Parents are also humans just like us. Sometimes we just need some 'me time' :')
C e c i P l a y z ._.
You deserve a heart ^-^
{\_/}
( 'o')
/>♥️
Ammerie Sullivan
This song really gets me. Its always just been me and my mom but when I was 8 my mom got married to my stepdad and then they started getting into fights and started yelling, I would go upstairs and put my headphones on and read but I could still hear them yelling. A while after the fights got worse, my stepdad hit my mom and her glasses broke and she started bleeding and me being a kid I went to the kitchen and grabbed a broom and started hitting him with it. After that me and my mom went to my cousins house who was 3 houses away, around 2 hours later my mom went to go get the car but my stepdad had already taken out the battery. So my mom called the cops and they put my mom in jail even though she was clearly the victim. After all this happened I haven't been able to trust anybody else to easily, and I don't trust the cops either, also because when my moms twin brother was in jail he got cancer and we were working on how to get him out but the he died and the day after is when they officially released him and tried to get out of paying for his transport back home and his coffin as well(my mom still found a way to make them pay) after that one time my mom got drunk and was saying how much it hurts for your twin to die and how she wanted to die too, I almost cried but I just smiled and told her to pretend it's all OK and then you'll start believing it too. I wasn't even 12 yet. The crazy thing at my uncles funiral some guy got their drunk and started yelling how this is wrong when all the kids (including me ) gave him a kiss one after another
Leigh Gacha
"It just hadn't hit me yet,
The older I get"
LOOK I JUST
My bestfriend was like my real sister. We've been friends for years. One day(the first day of our senior day), she didnt even greet me. Day after day, our relationship started to falling apart. Few days ago, my other bestfriend told me that her parents hated me because they thought im a bad friend( actually she has depression because of them so i help her but her mother thought we were lesbian /i hugged her/). Now, i've moved on but it hurts too much. I've lost some good people in my life.
Once Upon A Time Lover
Its just sad how relatable this is and im only 12😭
Thomas Clock
This came up on my recommendation and I don’t regret checking it out.

I think the song speaks to many (me included)

I’d just like to share a summary of my childhood for those of you who would like to read it.

My parents fought for as long as I can remember. Somedays me, my siblings and my mom would get kicked out and we would wander the streets in search of places to sleep.
Sometimes I’d wake up and see the kitchen all messed up - food thrown all over the place and me and my siblings ended up cleaning it.

Moving on a few years they finally divorced. But we lost all the contact to our dad, and I believe that affected me a lot - I would fight for no reason in school, run away and hide in the forest making the whole school look after me.
I hated my dad. I envied the other kids.

Time goes and my mom meets a new guy, we end up moving together.

That’s when the fighting started again. But this time it wasn’t verbal stuff or kick outs- instead it was PSYCHICAL FIGHTS. Meaning I’ve had my share of witnessing bloody fights and screaming at the top of my lungs.
I even threatened to kill them.

I locked myself in my room, was very detached. I’d “ turn up the music” to mute the fights. But my heart would speed up even at the “angry tone of voice” seeping through.

My older sister stopped going home. She was bullied in school (she told me that years after) and would often get locked inside her own locker by others.
She would break mirrors with her fist and she would start drinking alcohol.
My mom once locked her outside due to this, which forced her to sleep in a swing at a nearby playground.
Sometime later I gave my dad a second chance. And we started living at his one week and mother’s the next.

My mom and the boyfriend would break up - but then come back together on repeat. Somewhere between those years I started self harming and even attempted suicide (no one knows of this because it was honestly not that well-planned).

Later on my mom would start verbally abusing my big sister - that’s when she was of legal age and already finished school.

Calling her names, insulting her - my mom would even say during dinner that my big sis would end up becoming a whore who sells herself for older men.

I hated my mom. For how she treated my big sister - for how she was stupid to get together with bad guys.

I couldn’t tell my mom “ I love you.” While her boyfriend would walk into my room and tell me about how crazy my own mother is.

Skipping stuff, me and my big sis sat down and talked about everything and the day after I told the school counselor about it(not about my depression but just the stuff happening at home). Things got better, the man was removed from our lives.

Now 3 years later I’ve finally decided to tell my family about my mental health and I’m gonna get help.

And it surprised me how much my family cared - how much my mom loved me. (My dad too as well.)

I still struggle saying stuff like “ I love you.” I don’t think love will ever hold the same meaning, i will connect it with those failed relationships.

But as time goes, I feel like my mental health will improve as well as my view on love. I don’t want my childhood to keep me chained down to the ground when there’s so much more to explore in this world...

I just want my story to help those of you who are stuck in a similar situation to encourage to TALK to someone.
Trust me, talking is SO DIFFICULT but that’s just the chains talking.. Break those chains. Without taking a first step forward, how will you move on?
Nothing will change, don’t fool yourself. It’s in your hands, it’s your life. And you’d be surprised to see that some people ACTUALLY CARE. Heartwarming honestly..

Me and my siblings have it good now.

And looking back at all the anger and sadness i’ve felt.. it truly suits this song atm. The older we get, the more we can see things from a different light.

My parents aren’t perfect, they’ve done mistakes and stupid stuff. They’re human. They’re like me. They are not super beings or models to look up to.
It’s just the way they are. And I’ll figure out what “love” means by taking those steps down the road.

“Summary” I said - well LOL nope.
I didn’t explain everything so please don’t assume stuff too. Thanks for reading my story and I hope it served as some sort of help....